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“barely-restrained homosexual bliss”

Posted by Lil Miss Hot Mess on November 13, 2009

Lest lilmisshotmess.com seem too caught up in its namesake’s self-righteousness, I wanted to re-post something that I thought was absolute genius: The Ten Gayest Freeze-Frames from the Hannah Montana Movie. Here’s my favorite line:

The point, as ever, is that the line between wholesome, red-state-baiting family entertainment and barely-restrained homosexual bliss is a fine one indeed.

And my favorite image:

I haven’t seen the film, but you know what I’ll be watching on my next sick day.

See the rest of the freeze frames here.  Seriously, you may LOL, you guys!  (And whoever can tell me the other aspect of this girl’s blog that’s pure genius wins a prize.  And I mean that.)

This was about people dying

Posted by Lil Miss Hot Mess on November 11, 2009

I’m still feeling a bit in the middle of the conversation around Charlie Horse, the Polk, gentrification, queers, and all that other good stuff, but I also want to change gears a bit.

YBCA is having their next Big Idea Night party this Saturday.  Sadly, I’ll be out of town for it, but I caught the very tail end of the last one and it was fun.  I wholeheartedly encourage attendance and I totally applaud a more mainstream art institution for really successfully engaging the community with an explicitly queer night, and one that seems to really aim towards a more politicized and un-essentialized idea of queerness at that.  (Oh, and of course, I love just about anything that Danyol does.)

That said, I’m a bit taken aback by their interactive ad campaign that lets users reconfigure ACT UP’s classic Silence = Death logo with their own images and sayings.  Here’s what the site says:

Gran Fury Collective’s “SILENCE=DEATH” image became the icon of AIDS and radical queer activism in the late-1980s. YBCA invites you to personalize and update this groundbreaking campaign by putting your own spin on it: How would you tailor the design to reflect your activism? Come to YBCA’s Big Idea Night pARTy on Sat, Nov 14 to make your own design into a button. And enter to win the Go Pink Yourself design contest for fabulous prizes!  [Click the links -- they're YBCA's, not mine.]

Maybe I’m too much of a political purist, but this rubs me the wrong way a bit.  ACT UP was one of the gay community’s most successful moments of radicalism (“successful” in at least a few different ways), and played a critical role in expanding access to AIDS-related medications through direct action targeting pharmaceutical corporations, politicians, and the media.  It also supported people living with AIDS through direct action, sometimes through Robin Hood-esque tactics of taking from the rich to give to the poor.  Seriously, it’s the shit that Rent tried to emulate but couldn’t come close to.  (But that’s another story, which I highly suggest you read.)  While I am too young to have really experienced the AIDS crisis in full force, I deeply admire the legacy of ACT UP (though, I’m sure it had its issues too).

In my mind, Gran Fury is also one of the most successful leftist propaganda operations, and added immensely to the movement by providing an array of graphics that are simultaneously devastating, playful, sexy, avant garde, highly referential, and politically savvy.  It’s a queer aesthetic that predates the ascendence of the accolade “FIERCE!,” but honey, it defined it.  Together, Gran Fury and ACT UP proved the importance of visual work in political movements, and understood the necessity of both creatively capturing the attention of traditional media and creating one’s own.  It’s an aesthetic and process I strive for in my own work.

“Silence = Death” is perhaps their greatest known work, but I encourage folks to check out the small gallery posted at the Queer Cultural Center’s website to see more. The phrase reflected many aspects of the crisis, but it was also desperately literal: people were dying due to the silence of Reagan and other politicians, due to a culture that stigmatized gays and disease, and due to a healthcare system that supported profits over saving lives.  It was both a call to the community to come out and fight, and also a calling-out of the Powers That Be for allowing marginalized people to die.  Another common slogan used by members of ACT UP was “This is about people dying!”  Both remind me of something that Omar Barghouti, a Palestinian leader of the movement for Boycott, Divestment, and Sanctions (BDS) against Israel said at a talk last week: “BDS is a strategy to win.  We’re not in it to make a point.”  In both cases, we’re talking about disasters with real consequences today, tomorrow, and until it stops.  We’re talking about emergencies and halting business as usual.

Which is why I just feel irked by YBCA’s campaign.  I’m happy to see the image continue to circulate, but it saddens me to see it pulled from a truly political context and replaced with ironic sayings and people’s Facebook photos.  And as much as I’m happy to see a celebration of diverse queer culture and activism, that celebration itself is indicative of the fact that we’re in a much different political moment.  Today’s silences, at least when it comes to the gays (and especially those in San Francisco), are not nearly as life-threatening.  I’m not sure I’d blame YBCA — they do, indeed, suggest using it to speak to current political activism — but the strength of the graphic, to me, lies in its specificity and even seeing some that reference things like healthcare still make me wince.  I think it’s too much, too soon, or maybe just in bad taste.

Plus, let’s be real: we’re still in the middle of the AIDS crisis — it’s just (somewhat) shifted demographics.

Anyway, enough about me: What do you think?  I’m posting some more examples of the reinterpreted graphics after the jump.

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yuppies and developers: you get what you pay for

Posted by Lil Miss Hot Mess on November 10, 2009

I’m livid.

Today Anna Conda announced that Charlie Horse is over, effectively immediately.  I can’t get all the facts straight but it has to do with the gentrification of the Polk — hell, the gentrification of the whole city — specifically yuppies who want to have their cake and eat it too, and developers who want to sell it to them.  Anna thinks that it’s a combination of people complaining about noisy queens and the Polk St. Merchants Association wanting to get rid of the gay bars.  The Gangway (nearby on Larkin) already shut down all DJed parties months ago due to complaints.  It’s ridiculous!

Like I said, I don’t know the full story, so I don’t want to start the blame game or get too much into the specifics of it.

But hello, San Francisco: this is what you get when you invite your city to become a dot-com yuppie playground.  This is exactly how neighborhoods gentrify.  It’s easy to point fingers at artists and gays as gentrifiers — and not to say that we aren’t part of the system — but the bigger picture is about government colluding with the wealthy using tactics like selective law enforcement and policies that favor development.

It’s interesting and upsetting to see a group of mostly younger gays who are more politically- and artistically-inclined (for what it’s worth) being pushed out of a neighborhood so that Marina girls and their Financial District boyfriends can come in to party.  Who’s next?  We’ve already seen so many immigrants be forced out.  Maybe many of us were the first wave of gentrification in this neighborhood — after all, the Polk is historically queer, but really owned by hustlers and street girls — and that’s why it’s got to be more about our right to party.  It’s about everyone’s right to the city.  It’s about preserving a city that’s known for being one of the weirdest, sanest, and most beautiful places on earth (even right now it feels pretty disgusting).

I keep thinking about the Castro’s role in all of this.  I’m saddened and outraged to think that by having “our” neighborhood — just like “we” want so many “rights” — we’re really pulling any sense of queer solidarity apart.  We’ve legitimized a space that is itself exclusive and unaffordable (to say the least) while at the same time legitimizing the takeover of the rest of the city.  It’s similar to critiques of marriage: we’re selling each other and everyone out by trying to get our tiny slice of the pie.

I’ve been doing drag for less than two years, and I’m not even enough of a regular at Charlie Horse to feel real in calling it my family, but right now I feel devastated.  It was truly a unique space, not without its own issues, but with a sense of relaxed and full-of-potential gay-boy community that is so hard to find these days.  It’s the only place I can say I’ve “regularly” performed and it’s really filled the city with The Place to do and see drag in the city post-Trannyshack (and in its own right as well).  Anna did a phenomenal job of building an environment where just about anyone could get up on stage or chat with someone on the patio and actually enjoy themselves, and she deserves so much credit and love for that.

It’s a shame to see it get sold out to yuppies and businesses looking for the next big thing.  I keep thinking of the saying “you get what you pay for” and how it works both ways: when only the wealthy can pay to live here, there’s not going to be anyone left to make it work (or work it).

Plastic faux-wicker chairs…

Posted by Lil Miss Hot Mess on November 8, 2009

do not a gazebo make.

Rebel Revue photos

Posted by Lil Miss Hot Mess on November 8, 2009

Wanted to publish photos from the event I emceed on Wednesday: Rebel Revue, a benefit for the amazing journalist Nora Barrows-Friedman.  Seriously, this lady is on fire — she’s a badass mom, a great cello player, and an anti-zionist Jew who greatly contributes to the movement with her reporting on KPFA, Electronic Intifada, and elsewhere.  It was a great evening filled with really talented people — Boots Riley of The Coup (!!!) who was embarrassed when I introduced him as “the hottest commie you’ll meet” (Nora’s words, but I concur), Excentrik and his brother Rhythmatic, Kamau Bell, Dina Omar, and a whole lot more.  And we raised more money than usual in a single night – mazel tov to Nora and the other organizers!


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Wow!  Brick background.  This is like my middle school fantasy of being a bohemian, a la Rent.

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Adding humor to the movement, one jazz-square at a time.

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With Nora (center) and Jennifer (left).  Watch out, Wendi: Jennifer tried to tell me she was my #1 fan!

Thanks to Lisa for the photos!


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